I feel like
every time I sit down near a computer, I shoot him a message and I never get anything back. I gave him the number he can call me at (I can’t call out LD on a land line) and he hasn’t called. No emails, no fb, no nothing.
Whats it going to be like when I’m working full time? Am I just going to disappear from his mind? Just job hunting full time (and getting repeatedly locked out of my fucking place bc no one has made me a key yet) has put extra distance between us.
I feel forgotten. Or villanized. Or both.




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